Thursday, January 30, 2014

One year ago...

Little buddy, one year ago our lives changed forever.   A bunch of our closest friends and family came over to our house to pray for you as we prepared for the next morning's frozen embryo transfer.  

From my blog post January 30, 2013..... "Words can't even describe how very blessed we were tonight to have our family and friends gather and pray over us and over our precious snowflake baby. As we prayed tonight, I was reminded at what a blessing my infertility has turned out to be - that God has used it to bring me closer to Him, to bring us through the greatest heartache we could imagine in our first miscarriage and using it to not only bring us Makenna and this embryo, but to bring us this whole list of people that are standing by us and praying with us today. There are so many women in my life that, without this heartache, I would never have the privilege of meeting, supporting and being supported by. So thank you. God has blessed us so much. We hope and pray that He would continue to bless us with a successful transfer tomorrow.

As I went around and introduced who each person was and how we knew them it was really pretty cool to see who God had brought into our lives, some through our journey of infertility and others whom we've grown closer to because of this process.  I love that we share our faith with these people and that they are willing to go before the Almighty God on our behalf to boldly pray for this baby!  I am so very humbled and so very grateful!!"

You were still frozen and about to make the journey from a big old storage tank into mommy's tummy.  As each person sat in a circle and prayed for you, for the doctors, for mommy, for daddy, for your big sister, we had no idea that God would knock our socks off with such a sweet little boy.  

Here you are just moments before the doctor put you into your mama's tummy to grow.  You were one good looking little embryo - already busting out of your little shell hoping to find a place to call home for 9 months or so... 


Here is mommy posing next to the big old empty storage tank on her way out of the doctor's office

Hoping and praying that you will "stick"!

After your transfer, we went to Alterra and mommy got a dreamsicle shake...the barista wrote this on the side....and that is EXACTLY what I did that day!


Alex, you are an answer to our prayers!  Happy thaw-versary, baby boy!  We are so thankful that God froze you almost 7 years and saved you just for us.  We are so thankful that your Texas Fan Club chose life for you and your sister and decided to share you with us.  



We love you Alexander Brooks!!




Wednesday, January 29, 2014

Monday, January 27, 2014

Naked baby

This little boy was SCREAMING his head off 10 seconds ago....stripped him down and voila.....happy baby!

Sunday, January 26, 2014

Saturday, January 25, 2014

Wednesday, January 22, 2014

Tuesday, January 21, 2014

Snowflake sweeties




Happy boy

Just a few smiles to brighten your day!

Tuesday, January 14, 2014

3 months!

Yup, this happy little guy is 3 months already - can you believe it?!?

Isn't he getting so long?


I must say he has the SWEETEST smiles!  


Though I must admit, he still looks like this more often than I'd like to admit...

Note to self....take the monthly picture AFTER the morning feeding...

And be sure to enlist the help of this sweetie...

He ADORES his big sister. 

I wish I could say the same for her, but she is still pretty oblivious to him most of the time.  

Which brings me to this month's updates.....

You are definitely starting to fill in, buddy.  Your thighs are getting quite a bit of chunk to them and those cheeks are certainly pinching cheeks.  I tried weighing you today on our scale and I'm guessing you are a about 14 pounds.  

You are in size 2 diapers and still fit in most of your 3 month clothes length wise but the arms are short on all of the long sleeve outfits so I've started putting you in a lot of your 6 month clothes, too.

You poop all.the.time.  I'm not sure if it is a boy thing, but I really don't think Makenna pooped this much.  Sunday we spent the day out and about and so I loaded up with wipes and diapers and after 3 HUGE poops I actually ran out of wipes.  I would have thought you would have slowed since then but Monday and today you pooped just as much.  You are all boy!  And yes, I know you will appreciate me writing about that someday...

You are getting very chatty and your absolute favorite thing this month is people's attention.  Your whole face lights up when someone talks to you - you especially like mommy but you will smile for just about anyone.  You are getting quite chatty, too, which is so much fun.

You still enjoy the blinds at our house, but you discovered ceiling fans while we were at Oma & Papa's over Christmas and you were mesmerized.  You are getting pretty good at batting at your playmat toys.  Your favorite place to be is laying on your changing table moving your arms & legs like crazy while you coo away and watch your shadow on the blinds.  

Sleep is going.... well, not so good.  We moved you into your crib this past week.  
We discovered that you actually do love to be swaddled and will sleep in your crib if you are swaddled up tight.  The problem is that you wake up and can't fall back asleep on your own so you SCREAM until we come in and either put your paci back in or pick you up and rock you back to sleep (or feed you).  So while you were getting up just once a night and going right back to sleep, you now get up a few times a night and aren't always the easiest to get back down to sleep.  We're contemplating getting that swing back out tonight.....

You aren't a very good napper either, buddy.  You will nap great if Mama is holding you all day but naps in your crib are usually just cat naps... every now and then you will give us a good couple hour nap but they just aren't predictable at this point.  Hopefully by next month we can get you used to more of a regular schedule.  For now, I'll try not to spoil you too much!

You are quite the spitter upper, too - not quite as bad as your sister was but you seem to be getting worse.  Mommy is going to see if changing her diet helps at all, but thankfully you are a happy puker. 


I've recently started putting you in your bumbo seat and more upright in your bouncy-like seat and you LOVE to be at eye level with everyone - I think you are so thrilled to be a big boy!



Ok, time for this month's outtakes...

sad face..

oops, sorry buddy!


Is that an attempt at the Heisman pose again?


Happy 3 months sweet boy!  

Makenna:  You LOVE your sister - anytime you hear her voice your whole face lights up.  It is sooo very sweet.  Unfortunately, she is a very busy girl and will rarely come over and talk to you.  Don't take it personally, buddy- she loves you, she is just a very busy girl.  I'm sure once you get more interactive she will teach you all sorts of fun things.  The nice thing is that she doesn't seem to mind it when you are screaming your lungs out.  I would have thought that it would have upset her, but it is almost as if she doesn't even notice your cries.  Thankfully, she is very good at entertaining herself when mommy needs to attend to you and doesn't seem to be getting too jealous.  She still calls you Alex or brother most of the time.



Mommy:  Little boy, your mama can hardly even believe just how much she loves you.  You are just the cutest, sweetest little thing and even when you scream and scream and scream and keep me up all hours of the night I love you to pieces and wouldn't change a thing.  You are my sweet boy and I absolutely adore you.  I still call you my blue eyed boy, Alexander Brooks or buddy most of the time.

Daddy:  Daddy is so very in love with you.  He likes to hang out with you and watch his Badgers - while the football team didn't do so well in the bowl game this year, his basketball team is doing great and I know he looks forward to being able to snuggle a sleepy Alex and watch the games late at night.  He's getting more and more smiles and coos out of you, too.  He is such a good helper and is quick to take care of your sister and her needs getting ready for bed at night when mommy is working on getting you calmed down and in bed.  


You have the best smiles ever...




This one is my all time favorite!!


Happy 3 months Alexander Brooks!








Friday, January 10, 2014

Cold winter days...

We've been trying to keep busy this winter doing lots of fun stuff...
Last Friday, daddy took the day off and we all went to see Frozen - we loved it!


This was Makenna on one of the really cold days last week....
Hmmm, what to do today?!

So, I busted out her bike and she did AWESOME riding it in the basement!
She's cruising on it now!


And here is Alex totally konked out while she rides...

Silly girl!

We've also spent a few days baking.  I LOVE to bake and this little one loves to help me!

So does this little one...


And we even try to get Alex involved..

Silly boy